Got diagnosed in April 2018 with metastatic anorectal mucosal melanoma. One of the rarest, deadliest kinds. I'm still kicking, mostly on my own, feeling alright, looking decent to people who know me.




Name’s John M. Janiak, retired lawyer from Massachusetts. Cancer slammed me in 2018, mucosal melanoma hit hard, and spread to my brain fast. I beat a short timeline with pure grit, faith, Pat’s nonstop push, and the great folks at Mass General. Encephalitis almost finished me off, but I came back. Now I’m retired, wrote this to stay sharp and maybe help others. If you’re battling cancer or caring for someone who is, remember: every day you get up and keep going, that’s a win. Don’t give up.
In the Book Surviving Mucosal Melanoma and Immunotherapy Encephalitis: My Journey Body and Soul: It’s my no-frills story about living with one of the toughest cancers out there. Hidden inside, symptoms get ignored as nothing serious till it’s too late. I went through six surgeries, brain spread, chemo, radiation, then immunotherapy that backfired with encephalitis. A whole month of wild hallucinations, delusions, memory wipe, paranoia. Pat, my wife, fought for me every day. We put both views here: my inner nightmare and what she really saw. Bottom line? Hold onto hope. Don’t stop. Keep fighting. Someone makes it through, and life can turn around after hell.